feelin kinda strange...
forgotten old memories of the days beyond that used to bring pleasure to me.... somehow creeped in this dusty brain of mine. i'd decided i'd never look back to this, i knew i was "healed", i'd found the best remedy- the substitute.....not before the pain reminded me of its existance.
5 years of unrealised pain and emptyness.
is it meant to be so?! what is "so"? what is "meant". why should it be meant?!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmZg0lwhMNY